WELL FUCK

he can have you.

i don't think it's funny to be racist.

I'm a little worried right now because i haven't wanted to act. i haven't picked up any monologue material in like... three weeks. i sorta had a little mini-breakdown, followed by some depression, but such is my life. i understand that mini-breakdowns and depression are definitely a part of who i am. now i just have to be smart and apply them to my art, the art i wanna make. i'm so tired of over-articulating my life. but now i haven't been wanting to talk at all and BLAH i am getting bitter cause shit doesn't go the way i want it to, period. i can't control other people and subtle control of people is usually what i like :x i've realized i'm a little more psychotic than i would like to be.

just yesterday i started feeling better- i can turn on myself really quickly though. I AM TRYING NOT TO.



until then, i will listen to nina simone. i love youuuu porgy.